What!?!?!?

AF Came February 10th. I am so angry. Where are MY Miracles. I See them keep happening to everyone else but where are MINE?!?!?.
I feel like I have to go to the top of a mountain and scream at the top of my lungs "DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME!!".
It feels like that's the only way to get GOD's attention.
I'm not going to rant on about how jealous I am of this person or that. I am just going to say I am hurting...
I am hurting bad.