Testing in 2 Days!

So my husbands Uncle Ardie is in the hospital and seems to be in bad shape. Last year he lost 2 uncles and his Grandma, I really don't want him to go through that again. His Grandpa has lost two brother-in-laws (who were like his brothers) and his wife and now one of his son's is in the hospital. PLUS my Father-in-law is going in for surgery Wednesday (January 11th). So James' Grandpa is going to have both of his sons in the hospital.

 I am going to test Wednesday morning before we go to the hospital. I pray it's positive so I can share that with my father-in-law before he goes in for surgery! We'll see, but if it's negative I'm not going to be upset. I had a thought. A psychic told me in August that I would be Pregnant by October, I had what I thought was a chemical pregnancy in September but never got a BFP. I'm thinking maybe I was never pregnant, either way. I would be due in October if this month is bust and I get pregnant NEXT month. I wonder if maybe she saw that I would give birth by October not actually get Pregnant by October. I can hope anyway. Either way I know GOD told me it would be the end of last year or the beginning of this year..so here it is...the beginning of the year.