It's been rough..new plans!

I know it's been almost a month since I've updated this. I apologize, it's been a rough month! we found out early in September that my husband's Uncle had Lung Cancer and had a maximum of 2 months to live. But unfortunately he died of a heart attack Wednesday. September 14th. On September 21st we were all going to attend is memorial service, but instead had to call an ambulance for my Father In Law. He has a REALLY bad infection caused by a hernia mesh he had put in years ago. He's doing better now thank god! but it's been a really rough month, and that's why I haven't update this blog or my vlog in a while.

I did get AF yesterday and she came with a vengeance due to stress. I have feared getting severely dehydrated due to the heaviness of this cycle. But I am looking forward to October! My Husband's birthday is October 23rd and that's right around when I should expect a BFP or AF, so I'm praying I can give him the surprise of a BFP for his birthday! and mine, since my birthday is only a week a 3 days after that!

I have decided however that I will not continue my VLOG. I'm just too shy and too...well lazy lol no since lying about it! I don't have enough to talk about and being a poor girl, nothing new happens much so it's just very awkward to vlog when you do and see the exact same things pretty much every single day lol. I'm much better at writing, so this will be what I continue to do. I do thank everyone who subscribed and watched them though, it means a lot to me!